2OFOOTNOTES TO A BRIEF HISTORY OF DESECRATING THIS WORD

⁽¹⁾ I Will Begin, by Gathering all of my Body Around your Assified Access

⁽²⁾ in other words:------------------à“Horizon: Pummel Me Close…”

⁽³⁾ It was Only the Attempt to Fidget around the Face I Thought, was Intruding

⁽⁴⁾ This Winter, while Alone in a Snowed-In House for 5 Days, I Routinely thought that throughout the Bosco, I saw My Vapid Twin Staring back at Me

⁽⁵⁾ “For Years, I was Limited by what she didn’t Notice”

⁽⁶⁾ Funny how Nostalgia can Locate one into every Fault so Comfortably, that Primitively, One Ends-Up Seeking out its Embrace with each Increasingly Mundane and Shitified Turn

⁽⁷⁾ The Irony of every Attachment is Oblivious Now

⁽⁸⁾ Which was another Curdle of Absence

⁽⁹⁾ So to Question my Desires: I Will Desecrate this Fucking Word

⁽¹⁰⁾ The Slurve is the Refinement, or Rather the Audacity of Assumptions, which Ultimately, Points one to, and Dictates:------------à“Perhaps I was Mistaken…”

⁽¹¹⁾ Oh, But it was Mere (-ily) the Fact of the Hard Resistance of the Head being Held Still

⁽¹²⁾ “Operatic, Criminal, Unquestionably, Neutered…”

⁽¹³⁾ See: this Explains my Intention to Govern

⁽¹⁴⁾ Because: You Hoard all of my Memories of Pleasure

⁽¹⁵⁾ Thus Boxed, or Rather: Thus this City increasingly (is) “All just the Same…” and this very Desire I Must have Sensed in you (in) Once: a Detail of the First Understanding of an Immense Proportion and the Struggling with Hence: how the Space around, ceaselessly Disembodied only to Retract, over the Skin, the Bones and Flipped to (Re)—Embody, What it is, in Us, that Pin-Points that Itching Sense of Arousal, or the Compounding Vigilant Pressure

⁽¹⁶⁾ “But Fuck-It”-------àWe Erase the Marks, the Maps, and the Comforts that Envelope us in a Trap of Romance

⁽¹⁷⁾ If this is not True, then it does not Shine Proudly in your Face

⁽¹⁸⁾ And to the Unstable Body: the Stability of a Mistake

⁽¹⁹⁾ Later, when I Can no Longer Restrain Myself, I will be Passing Out

⁽²⁰⁾ And in this End: What Damages Shall be:-------àShall Be--------à“My-My-My Darling…”