Thursday, January 31, 2013

15 FOOTNOTES TO A BRIEF HISTORY OF THE PROCESS WHICH PARALYZED ME


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(1) Feeling the Arc of Glory before the Descending raw

(2) This is a Nail: -a level (-err) Reversing, the Background (is) of a Memory, a Motion, in itself, Hammering down a Judgment on a Body, without Prejudice

(3) We were Having such a Time, in the Bright Lights, in the Big City, in the Gesture to Absolve this Being-Alone

(4) And the Ensuing Reversal of the Position as such

(5) When at Dawn, the Fist Might Carry off at the Hinge any Objection, when all this Face-Weary World Lays Beaten

(6) My Anxiety needs a Point to Rupture a Departure for a Description of its Current Mode of Production

(7) And this Gesture Begs for Penetration

(8) Now, Suppose I Were to Construct a Deception to Interfere with the Sincerity of this City

(9) My Desire is never Accurate

(10) To Know that you are Alive while I am Writing this

(11) That is a Notion too Cruel for this Formal Gesture of Love

(12) Being Beaten-Down was Never intended for this Twist in the Plot

(13) It is Almost an Unbearable Pleasure to Expend all my Energy with you, in the Sheets, before the Break of Morning

(14) Understand:---------------àthis, by No Means, Implies, that I Intend to fucking Break Myself Open for You

(15) Finality, Paralyzes, in Any Form, whatever that Process had Hoped to Be


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