(1) How it Chokes-You-Up in a Sudden Paralysis
(2) What I am Meaning to Say: Because it is apparently there for the
Taking, I Need more fucking Time
(3) The Limit “In Front Of It” Describes an Absolute
(-ily) “Not-Yet-There” in this
Present Situation:------àis a Double-Focus
managing to Erect an Ellipses Wrestling in(to)
Itself
(4) How we find Ourselves “Dicking-Around” at the very Moment we
are on the Verge of Finally Knowing, what it Means, to Lose
(5) This, Sadly, is what is Fundamentally, Pussied into us
(6) As we traveled at that
Maddening Speed up to the top of the Hancock Building, I held my Breath as long
as I could, for I Figured, that once
we were made it to the Top, I wouldn’t be able to Contain my Breath, my
Anxiety, and most of all: Myself,
which is always “The Fucking Inevitable”
(7) Despite:------------àEverything is Always: “Despite…”
(8) There is an Absolute
Presence of Smelly Feet that I Shall Prudently
Refrain from Commenting
(9) Never had much of a
Tolerance for Idle fucking “Chit-Chat”
(10) I Said “No—[!]” to Myself again, and I Forgot
how Awful that Sound, that Ring, that
Sensation, that Obstruction
(11) I Still am Convinced
that it was by Pure Virtue of your Titties that I Grew so Attached
(12) And I Will Not “Back-Down”, I told Her, for: “My
Jealousy is at Stake”
(13) For: your Affection was but my Ashtray
(14) Perhaps: I Will one Day, Release all my Desires into the Poison of
“My Absurd Complete Works”
(15) I Pissed my Pants this
Winter
(16) You Know: You could Verify that the Phrase: “The Subtle Glue of
Violence” Conjugates us,------àjust a
Little…
(17) Yet: it was the Fact that I have Misunderstood, The Continuum, the
Column of “What I Shall Criticize, I Shall Fetishize”
(18) The Separation, The
Fragment:-----------à and the Ensuing Excitement: Solemn and so-so Slow
(19) To Make the Others
Forgotten: I Will Ram You down my “Little Shit-Hole”
(20) And that is Suitably Subtle, I Thought to Myself
