Wednesday, October 24, 2012

20 FOOTNOTES TO A BRIEF HISTORY OF PRETENDING TO PRETEND TO EXPEND YOUTH'S LEFTOVERS





       (1) And it Began with one smudged Word: Soufflé (es) in Souffléur 

       (2) The Blattoidious City:--------------àa Clustering yet Retracting Space; where each Step, each Face and Sensation, is a Vacuum of  
             the Notes for a Bubba-Sized Blighter

       (3) And Lordy, how we’re Cauterized by Efficacy

       (4) In Other Words:-----------àThat Time (-ab) away

       (5) The Greatest Events of Bitterness, grow throughout the Night

       (6) Pertaining to your Plutonious Pie

       (7) Cupidity is a part of my Dirdity

       (8) And the Question arises: ‘Am I being Sincere?’----------àEh, tell it to Chicago, where Harm’s Upheaval points us to

       (9) No matter: The Meat is Mien is scrumptiously Scrupulous and Mine 

      (10) Why I ought to read more Izsus: because he calls Writing “the (re)imago of the unexchangeable,” what “makes us believe there   
              are things in the world that are not for Others, but rather, solely for one’s own Abuse, alone. On behalf of the unexchangeable,      
             Writing must awaken a critical Aggression toward the World of exchangeable things that have been taken ahold of by Others, for 
             Others, sold to Others.”

      (11) “But Ma, I ain’t going out in that Shit—[!]”

      (12) Oh, but the long Grass clinging to your Thighs and I: ‘Oh My’….”

      (13) In Other Words:------------àAhem, Oh Oi Moi …”

      (14) I had Longed to Live in a Cluttered Province, where my Words could be, as if, sucked into a Vacuum and in turn, Spun around,   
             unleashed, as in, Shot-Out, so to Hit, the Outline, of every Face, that was, that is, or Are

      (15) The most important Intimacies shared between two People, makes no Commotion on (‘the-err’) first taking Place, nor indeed in 
              how (“Ow…”) their Effects come-in deep to the Bones from the Mouth, the Skin, and yes, I admit, I’m Sledged by the Sauce of       
              Secrecy. 

      (16) For: it is a Concussion, or the bull-rushing together of two Bodies which seek to fill a Vacuum.  The Great Intimacies, for which 
             they have prepared (peppered) the way, produce an (internal) Explosion, inverting what gradually requires a Body to be suddenly   
             filled; as a coming-together; it takes the place of a Silence, and it Becomes a Horror that is Whispered throughout my 
             Neighborhood, at Night.

      (17) Thus: Refusing to Assume the Subject’s Position, meaning: I am in the thrōs of (my own) Opposition which is the exact 
            Opposite of “making-meaning” for the apparent lack of the Object is the Desolution of a Subject, in other words: I am Disposed  
            amongst: What is the Which one Whiching in What—[?]

      (18) “Your Body was merely a Footnote, until the Time that it will Begin to Grow-to-Become a Volume.”

      (19) For there shall be no Finality to *this

      (20) However, Sincerely: I was, and will always be, in Another’s Presence: a Timid Farter